Married a loser

My husband is financially irresponsible and complains about not making enough money, yet all the money he made he threw away on alcohol. He surrounds himself with losers who are almost 40 years old and parties like they are in their early 20's. The only difference now is that they bring their small children around and keep them out until the wee hours of the morning. He's a selfish ass who only cares about himself. I hope he rots with his loser friends. All he does is drag me down.