Feeling depressed

In a new country fweling deprrssed. I have no friend here i wait for weekends desperate ly but when it comes my wife ruins it. I dont have any escape. I survive weekdays in hope of weekend but my wife ruins it. I feel like there is no escape for me. In office i just pass time. She takes care of me but ahe does not respect my time ay all. I feel like dying lifeleas, i feel suffogated i wanna punch someone. I hatr all thia emoyional blavjmail, my personality has brcome aupprrssed i dont feel a dd