can't be alone

"i'm used to being alone." THAT IS ONE BIG FAT LIE. if you ever hear me say that, you need to punch me in the face and call me a liar. i /hate/ being alone. even in my alone time i need someone's company. that being said though, i'm not needy. i'd admit to it if i was, but i'm not. i know my limits and i just let it kill me on the inside. some people will tell me to suck it up, and i think i should too, but it's just really lonely. i have no one but myself, and i hate it. i really hate it.