Not Good Enough

Its like everyone i know cares more about how my bestfriend is doing and they are more interested in his life then mine. They get so excited when they hear hes coming to hangout and theyre always calling and texting him to chill and i dont get any of that energy put towards me. When im out of town noone tries to see how im doing but if hes gone for a week they call him everyday and get so excited when hes coming back and greet him with hugs and screams of joy. why dont i get that? it just sucks