I need love and care

I have been livinig with my parents but when I finished highschool I have fallen into a social anxiety which hasn't let me continue my education into college. I have recently moved in with my sister and her ex-drug addict gambler boyfriend who I cannot stand. My mother is an alcoholic without a job and my father just quit his job. I am struggling to find a place because I stress out about everything in my life. I lost all my friends, and I feel terrible about myself. Life sucks.